Very Random and long

Well I haven't been on here in a very long time and after I talked to my friend
Avion tonight, who by the way informed me to write somthing new, I figured it
was time to post a new blog. So much has been going on in the past month.

I started my new job and I just love it. Kyle started playing T-ball,

Friday was his last day of T-K, Kailey is starting to say more words

( her favorite is NO and MINE).

Kyle playing t-ball

A few weeks ago Kailey decided that our walls needed a

little extra somthing so she thought it would be nice to draw

some nice scibbles on the door, the wall and the dogs kennel.

My husband was sooooooo mad but all I could do was

laugh and take pictures.

A few months ago my mom found my old baby doll hairchair, that I had

used for my babies when I was little and wanted to know if I wanted to fix it

up for Kailey. I was so excited. So tonight I finally got to fix it up.

Here is the before picture

And here is the after:

One more thing, as you all know we got a dog

back in January. She is now almost 5 months old.

She weights 40 lbs and she all puppy.

A new beginning!

Well Iam offically a Tiger a Metro Tiger that is. I got the call today at 5:25 that I have been offered the job of preschool teacher. I can't even put into words how I feel right now. Iam sooo excited, this is what I have waited since March 16th to hear.

I get to continue working with most of my same children. I get to feel apart of a real school, which has been a while since I have felt that way.

I will however miss two of my best buds, Amee and Avion. They never read this but if by chance they do I just want them to know that I love them so much and I could not have made it through these last 7 years without them and yes Amee we will continue to be the best of friends.

On a different note I want to ask for prayers for my dad next week. He will be having surgery to remove a polyup (missed spelled) and part of his colon. I also want to say a prayer for baby Stellan, I have come to know him through his mom's blog and have really been praying for him and all he and his family are going through and all the other little ones who are in need of prayers right now.

Well that is all for know. Hope everyone has a great rest of the week.

Frustrated and Done

Have you ever just felt like you want to be done with everything! Well that's how I feel at this very moment. My 5 year old son is giving me a fit and I mean fit about going to bed and Iam soooo frustrated. I hate to feel this way and I feel bad to feel this way especially when I read all the blogs about families going through such hard time. I mean the things I am going through are trivial compared to other blogging ladies.



First I feel my children want listen to me and it's sooo frustrating. I just am unsure of what Iam doing wrong.

Second I am done with not having confidence about myself and feeling so down because of my weight. I mean I did put it on (which I enjoyed :) ) so now I need to take it off but it is so hard.

Third I am about to loss my job and I have never been in this kind of situation before and it scares me.

Fourth my husband can be a a$$ at times and I look at my marriage and say this is not what I planned on .



Like I said this problems seem so silly compared to others but Iam human. It feels good just to write about it and let it out. I just want to be happy with the life God has given me. I pray to him and talk to him but I haven' t gotten any answers. I know that I cannot give up. Well I am off to bed my son has finally calmed down.